The kids were so excited to start school this morning. It was fun watching them be all excited and ready to go....at least until they were gone. Sigh. It's hard....I always thought I would have another child, but when you send your baby off to first grade and have no other children at home, the loss is more than I imagined. All I ever wanted to be when I grew up is a wife and a mother. I know I can "fill" my time with all sorts of things, but in reality what is most important to me is growing up so fast. Not having another child is like being cheated out of your most sought after dream and the worst part is, it's something I'll be cheated out of for an eternity. Life holds many sought after treasures, but to me I'd much sooner drive an older vehicle that runs well and have another child than have a newer vehicle or bigger home or whatever. I value those things I can take with me forever and those things only lie within my family......
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